Just a friend

JUST A FRIEND

I have a confession that I just have to make
If I do not say it, I fear I’ll go insane.
I have a feeling that I cannot fight
It is eating at my insides
It is playing with my mind.
I really have to say this
Because you have a right to know
I feel this friendship is growing
Into the unknown.
I’m feeling something different
That I wish I knew.
I never knew I could feel this way
And feel this way for you.
I hope you don’t get angry
I hope you don’t get mad
Because I don’t want to lose you
Forever I’d be sad.
I just wanted to let you know
This feeling that continues to grow
That I’m falling for you
Into this world called love.
I hope you aren’t upset with me
Because I don’t want to lose a friend
But I have this other feeling
Like I would never feel this way again.
So tell me what you are thinking
Yes, I know I’m scared.
But maybe if we hold on together
We can find a love to share.
So tell me what is going on
In that mind of yours
Because I don’t want to drive myself crazy
Dancing on the shore.
Thinking of what could have been
But will never be.
Just tell me what you are thinking
And then I’ll rest in peace.
But I just had to tell you
Because you are my friend
And I know we hold no secrets
So let me breathe again.
Say what you are feeling
I’ll take it as I can.
So please just tell me what you are thinking
Please, my best friend.

To: Muhammad Haslan Bin Mohd Sairazi