Loving someone is not my choice. I don't know why I fall in love. In love with the same guy again and again. How far I try to run away from him.. He keep getting closer. Getting nearer and it getting easier for us to communicate and we stop arguing. Why is this happening to us..?? We talk on the phone last night. And I'm not happy about it but instead.. I keep thinking how I should feel. Now, my feeling is been mix up... I just text him and still waiting for his reply.. Last.. he said to me last night.. "Anything just text me. If i want to. If I don't want then it's okay." I don't get what he mean but I'm still thinking now. He now working at Toa Payoh Pizza Hut again... We talk about what happen last time. Bout our hp.. N much2 more.. I can't deny that I'm really in love with him... He just will never understand it...